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Friday, September 01, 2006

how long(he hung himself with his own hands)

dont be tricked by my tactics. dont let that get into your head so quickly
the real truth is tucked behind my lips. the ones youve touched with glitter and silver
ive kissed that hand a thousand times before, and i never regretted the momments.
its all over the news today
prince charming hung himself.
how long will this take to sink into you? how far will this reach into your heart?
he held the barral to his head but he couldnt let himself go
he put you into one open slot, but couldnt bare the thought of letting him die by your hands alone.
as fragmented as thies words all are they all made sence to him
every last note a willing attempt to forward his heart to you
how could he be so blind


Friday, July 07, 2006

vapor

this vile vapor he breaths in every day

a full box dedicated to every dissapointment in his life

its starting to take effect the way he'd hoped it would

every oraface of his body bleeds a sweet and vibrant red

his caughs scatter a miles away from his bed

the doctors toled him he only had so long to live

but he cant quit now

its not an option

even if he did it wouldnt make the slightest diffrence to him

he fears nothing  not even death

because one day or another

everyone dies


Friday, June 23, 2006

let the submission die out

when the stars shine their brightest i look into the sky
hopeing to see a shooting star wishing its way towords my heart
but those shooting stars where we used to walk have long since faded away into the night
i lay my body to sleep so late and i put my mind at ease
only to wake up and sit up to a world void of all passion
i let them get in and i pushed them away all that much harder
once they're in. i give up the fight to keep my secrets
im letting my submission die out and im resting a suit of armor over my chest
my eyes wont tell the story. and neither will thies lips
ive lost all faith in humanity
good night sweet tomarrow
and goodbye beautiful yesterday


Friday, March 31, 2006

id love to be your greatest enomy

let the ego fly as high as its ever been
bring everyone u know to their knees with your "i hate life" theory
take this rope and stangle youself to death
ill be there watching your ego sufficate to death
im tired of your nonsence
just get over yourself
your attitude smells like rotting flesh under my nose
get off your ass and make something of yourself
you call your self an artist in the best way
reality sais the worst way possible
your vocals ring in the air like razors to the ear drums
my ears are bleeding
my eyes are cut off from the sight of a smile
fake your way
make your way to that 6 foot hole u will eventually call home
ur myserable
and ur outlet is crushing others under your mallace
make usefull of your tallent by fixing your voice into angelic crys
instead of the sharpest note to ever bleed through ears
i hope u can sleep at night knowing youve made disaster happy
the better you sleep
the more beautiful your disaster
id love to be your greatest enomy
simply so you know your faults
so you could fix them and leave the razors alone


Thursday, March 23, 2006

simply the best

its the best feeling in the world
to feel needed. to be wanted
by somebody who loves u by sombody who loves u
its the best thing in the world
to feel happy and to feel like u have a place
inside the heart of the one u love
with all of your heart
with all of your heart...
simply the best
i couldnt be better love
with u im keeped in the safest arms alive
keep me as close as u can
i wont run away..
feeling the sky is the limit
to feel needed. to be wanted
by somebody who loves u by somebody who lovves u
its the best thing in the world
to be happy and to feel like u have a home to go to baby
inside the heart of the one u love
sooo make a wish on a shooting star
make it the best simply the best
thing ive ever felt
ill give u the best of all of me
so take me with u
so hold me against u
so take me with u
so hold me against u
c
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